night comes
numb thoughts

sunrise to sunset
the dance
the search
the steps
sense

no in-between
utter hope
desolation

it all starts again tomorrow
mom used to say.
an encouragement?

the only purpose
to create one’s own

yet
one knows nothing

how
build a sense for oneself

make sense
of constant stubborn
not making sense

where to live
if not everywhere
human sand
in a wave

all intuition
childish honesty
utter disorientation

to trust the river
yet
need to test the waters

dysphoria
meaning?

the most common question

cubicles of boundless possibility
shimmering recombination
recycled energy

the project
which project
no sense at all
useless
mostly redundant

absolutely necessary
development
honest quest
representation

self-inspection
imperfect
sculpted
to the best of my capabilities
ambitious/curious/enthusiastic/naif
and I wonder
what I doing
what you doing

unpredictability to the self
unreadability in every possible way
instinctual drive along the flow

no normality these days
what could be improved
what is abnormal
put my shoes on
how do you do?

chew the laces
break the heel
hell

this exploration
oxygen

neither extensive
nor complete
nor scientific